Saturday, May 3, 2008

+back again but not to perpetuate the usual score +

Hi there! It's been a while since my last post. I've currently been doping on things that would keep me busy this summer - things that would clear my thoughts of him at the same time occupy me with those I need for my own spiritual, mental, and emotional growth.

I am currently busy with church activities like the summer blast [a youth gospel explosion]. It is an event our church holds annually. Here, we go out to different places and districts in Metro Manila or nearby mission works to scour the vicinity of some lost souls to win. It is an activity we know and believe that glorifies God. Besides, I want to redeem the time and the opportunity to serve God this summer. I pray that the flame in me would not die out as soon as classes start. The flame to win more souls for Christ and to manifest a good testimony before men - that it may be ablazed more than ever.

It has been one of the crises I've gone through during the past school year. I was not able to share the gospel to my classmates and was not able to preserve my testimony for Christ. If ever I'd be regretting anything, I think that's it.

Nevertheless, I know God has His good plans for me. I know that His wisdom and control runs far beyond my incapacities and regrets - that He may glory in my weaknesses.

I do pray that I'd be of use to Him throughout college.

"To Him be glory both now and forever. Amen."

-Godspeed!-

P.S. Hey! Hey look! It's been exactly one month since my last entry. I'm glad I was able to recover so soon. I never thought it was that easy.. I just hope that it's not a temporary healing though. *cheers!*