I saw him. 12/17/08

I saw him.

After ages of not being able to see each other.

I saw him.

Just when I thought our pathways will never again cross,

I saw him.

I have never been able to utter a word when,

I saw him.

Would he even care to notice that

I saw him?

Could it be joy amidst the stars that I felt?
Or could it be dead stars that just flickered in my eyes when

I saw him?

Does he care?
Do I still care?

Had it done me any good to see him?

Mere coincidence? Divine intervention? What?

Why do I need to see him in the first place?


Now, Christmas season for me is bittersweet.