Idealism. hmmm..

reminds me of... :p

I wonder how far this idealism will bring me to...

Waiting for my happy ending :)

I've been waiting for a great future to unfold before me for so long.

I hope everything turns out to be a happy ending. :)

Hope deferred makes the heart sick, but a desire fulfilled is a tree of life. Prov. 13:12 :)

Stay Beautiful ;)

Stay Beautiful lyrics
Songwriters: Rose, Liz; Swift, Taylor Alison;

Corey's eyes are like a jungle
He smiles, it's like the radio
He whispers songs into my window
In words that nobody knows

There's pretty girls on every corner
That watch him as he's walking home
Saying, does he know
Will you ever know?

You're beautiful, every little piece, love
Don't you know, you're really gonna be someone
Ask anyone

And when you find everything you looked for
I hope your life leads you back to my door
Oh, but if it don't, stay beautiful

Corey finds another way to be
The highlight of my day

I'm taking pictures with my mind
So I can save 'em for a rainy day

It's hard to make a conversation
When he's taking my breath away
I should say
'Hey, by the way'

You're beautiful, every little piece, love
Don't you know, you're really gonna be someone
Ask anyone

And when you find everything you looked for
I hope your life leads you back to my door
Oh, but if it don't, stay beautiful

If you and I are a story
That never gets told
If what you are is a daydream
I'll never get to hold, at least you'll know

You're beautiful, every little piece, love
Don't you know, you're really gonna be someone
Ask anyone

And when you find everything you looked for
I hope your life leads you back to my front door
Oh, but if it don't

Will you stay beautiful
A beautiful, beautiful
Beautiful
A beautiful, beautiful?

Oh, but if it don't
Stay beautiful
Stay beautiful

Mystery

remember this, and keep it to your heart. love has its own
time, its own season, and its own reason for coming and
going. you cannot bribe it or coerce it, or reason
with it. you can only embrace it when it arrives and give
it away when it comes to you. but if it chooses to leave
from your heart or from the heart of your lover, there is nothing
you can do and there is nothing you should do.

love has always been and always will be a mystery.
be glad that it came to live for a moment in your life.

-poet, "That Mysterious Thing Called Love"

an excerpt

You make me smile like the sun, fall out of bed, sing like a bird....

Yesterday was a grand day for me. I never thought I could see you again, and not at this time of the year when we are all busy with the academic bustles and requirements to complete.

You were dashing - just as dashing as ever, in your new army cut and white polo.

I was very happy that we had a chance to talk this time. I’m so happy to be able to see you and meet you again, after a year.. .more than a year…

Just when I was just wishing to see an inch of your shadow, I saw your smile… the only smile that can melt and break my heart at the same time.

Your smile, the warmth, and the gaiety that I felt in your presence – for once after a year, I can feel my heart alive again.

I was so surprised that I was able to be with you in a classroom again. But then our class is over and you have to go to another class. Nevertheless, I’m glad to let you go with the assurance that you’ll come back for me.

Just as I was there standing in the middle of my happiness and joy, I felt the sunlight shine on my face, and the ring of my alarm clock. It’s 7:30am; a pleasant Saturday morning.

I went on through the day light hearted and humming. I was so much in a good mood that I didn’t care whether I remembered the details of my dream or not. Just the mere memory that I was with you even in my dream, was enough to send me blissful throughout the day.

For me, it’s very real. ‘Tis very real that it’s just made me more patient to wait for the fulfilment of the assurance that you left me – that you’ll come back for me.

Just before I was typing this entry, my friend, your schoolmate over there, had a chat with me on FB. She says she saw you today at the hallway of your college building reviewing for an exam at 5-7pm- wearing a white shirt and sporting a new army cut!

I don’t know what that means. I’m crazy. Yes. But this is a dream that I absolutely don’t want to end.

‘Cause

”I’ll miss you when I wake up.” ~Alice in Wonderland

Terribly.