<3 V-day..

sick.

You must have expected that I'll be writing something for a valentine treat today.
Actually, nothing significant happened to me with regards to the issues of the hearts.
I am, in its most literal and satirical sense - SICK. I do have colds today due to an epidemia in the classroom from which I was not exempt. I spent much of my hours [and would rather do so] sleeping at the clinic.

flashback.

My crush, is actually a classmate of mine. Like me, he's also reserved and I only have the slightest idea of what type of girl attracts him. We're not in any way close because, he has his own string of guy friends and prefers to hang out with them around the campus. I also have my own band. That's why, it really feels awkward to move just an inch closer to him.

He is a popular crush among the girls of the batch and I really wonder why I fell into his spell. He did nothing to attract me. Just his natural presence mesmerizes me. I don't know but it's really a weird feeling to have him around.

conclusion.

I'm a bit sentimental today, since I was somewhat anticipating something surprising to happen today. This Valentines turned out to be just an ordinary [even gloomy because of my severe colds.] I don't know if he even cares about my presence in the classroom.

My only consolation is the knowledge that he has never returned the attention/compassion of those gals who almost worship him. Not within our campus grounds at least. I hope not to witness it if it happens one of these days [except of course if the gal aforementioned would be me].. :P

-entry ends here- gotta sleep now-